'll never be_`

2008-08-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

i have never seen anyone so sick after teeth extraction until today.
my poor girlfriend had her wisdom tooth pulled out and because of that she had to go through an operation.
so NO GOING OUT FOR YOU girlfriend.
you need to rest more okay? (:

,XOXO

23rd month

2008-08-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

'BAD HABITS'

didn't dare to even dare go to the toilet afraid to miss any part

HOT TOMATO express for lunch

and

went ard everywhere else to pig at different food

HAPPY 23rd girlfriend.

colours to spice up life right? hee.

2008-08-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

HAHA. School's out! finally. can't be any happier. haha. tomorrow supposed to be the last day. but we going to have it as our self proclaimed holiday. GERMANY here i come! hee. okay, i know it's still going to be long. but i'm excited okay. xD

2008-06-26T14:05:00.002+08:00

boring!

class is making me sleep. hahah

AND! i can't wait for WEDNESDAY!

2008-05-26T20:39:00.007+08:00

well, as usual. smoke break was the only thing i was looking forward to. got chased from the playground. so we were guessing that maybe later on, we'll have to take a bus to the next bus stop just to take a puff. today, it was a whole new different company. which made it more interesting instead of just the 3 of us. josh brought his friend along. and both vicent and guai wen came along too. not forgetting weeeee. (:
having a test tomorrow, xiao bao bao's module. and guess what. i don't know anything about his module. because all he does is shoot people down during presentation. hopefully he doesn't forget that we're having the test after his lesson again.

LAZY's the word.

~~i really dont want to start reading those ppts!~~

but i must. in order to get to the next sem. ):

now, back to studying ):

2008-05-18T14:32:00.008+08:00

YESTERDAY

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we're all red. but not tan. ):

my face can't get any red-er anymore.

baby and i went sentosa with nicole and shuwen
headed town after that tiring game of trying to chase after the flying ball at sentosa.

met faiz at the train station. so sorry for making you wait darling!

nicole left us to meet her friends

however,

baby wouldnt give up shopping even though we were are drained out.

shuwen left us later to meet her brother.

but never fear because we met santhi as well.

had dinner at cine. (:

great day even though i felt a little sick after being under mr sun for too long.

look at shuwen! so pretty wor!

hee hee, i think i'm going to get killed.

geeky look for santhi and faiz!

TODAY is the 18th AGAIN! xD

HAPPY 20th BABY!

i love you

2008-05-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

can't we have another 3 days of labour holiday just like in china?):

BACK TO SCHOOL tomorrow darlings. WAKE UP!

at least tml will be a slacken day for me. and after tml, WEEKENDS baby!

haha.

oh, did i tell you guys i watched IRONMAN yesterday(:

that nice suit makes everything look nice. HAHA.

watched faiz perform that day too.

alrighty!

good night world.

a picture tells a thousand words.

2008-04-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

School's tml AGAIN!

and i'm not happy. because last week i got a 'C' for the bloody fat ass lesson. sucks ah! i don't feel like going for her lesson. ):

went to look at houses today. hee, my parents are already planning on their retirement.

but i fell in love with the house! haha.

the only thing is that there might be inserts and snakes. )):

i want to move! i'm in love! xD

2008-04-23T22:31:00.004+08:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY!

but spent half my day 'studying' in NLB

JAVA, HTML, MYSQL studying all of that. can you believe it?

have to complete PP in 2 weeks time. by 7 may. boring la.

tired! ):

AND!

i'm also sad. ):

baby and i went to drown ourselves in food today. had lots of meals.

she's rushing me to blog finish. okay done can't be bothered to carry on. ha.

2008-04-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19th sweetheart!(x

school's been a bore.

luckily we didn't have to go for today's lesson.

hee.

had macs breakfast and headed home

slept

went bishan to wait for baby

and met kathy when going to take the train back(:

food has been the main objective today

I'm so happy, i completed my CALL OF DUTY(: yay!

grins

2008-04-11T23:45:00.004+08:00

TGIF!

i'm so tired, sch was bloody draining.

like what the fuck

2008-04-07T22:50:00.004+08:00

First Day Of School

boring day

SMOKE BREAKS!

met all of my friends.(:

also, met gaya, germs and the rest.

which kind of made my day.

hee

mutimedia web thing

was

exciting?

i shall see what other core modules i have tml

let's all hope it's fun. ):

faiz and shuk are coming down to my sch tml!

yay!

hee

2008-04-02T23:56:00.004+08:00

went shopping with baby from bugis to town

but couldn't find anything nice

which makes me a little happy.

i felt that my legs were gone by the end of the day

luckily i had a ride back

went to get my hair cut back in shape.

yawns

and now it's nighty night. (:

2008-04-02T00:13:00.005+08:00

this week is my last week of holiday.

and then it's back to school.

while pple are happy holiday-ing

we have to get down to studying.

ok ok why?

today was great,

sent baby down to bishan

and went down to bugis to meet faiz and shuk (:

had lots of laughters.

it seemed like ages since we last had time to sit down and just slack

sat at starbucks

and had a FREE drink there

not because the girl found any of us cute

but because she threw the empty cup at me.( because i was sitting beside the dustbin)

both of them couldn't stop laughing. ):

baby came down to have macs for dinner and left

the 3 of us took pictures and headed home after.

i just miss those good old days

and i missed the both of you too.

LOVES

2008-03-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

PUBLIC HOLIDAYS ARE BORING!

luckily,

today i went out instead of staying at home listening to people playing mahjong

met my baby who kept taking photos of herself

maybe one day i should put them all up right?

HAHA.

rachel met us later after baby and i went to every part of vivo to find FOOD!

no wonder she's getting fat

now, did anyone look into the sky today?

because the 2 person i met today had nothing to do but look at the sky and noticed the full moon.

these 2 are weird people. don't ya agree?

yawns.

ZAN - "wahh got full moon leh. look! nice right!"

after 5 mins....

RACHEL - "eh, look! full moon!"

friday night, but i'm going to sleep early.

nighty night!

special day!

2008-03-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

2 wonderful things in one day. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY DEAREST! AND ALSO HAPPY MONTHSARY.
i love you. hee hee
thank you all for being there to celebrate zan's birthday! had a wonderful evening. love all of you. go out more often okay?

2008-02-14T23:30:00.008+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE. WITH LOT OF LOVE FROM ME! hee

watched JUMPER.

had dinner here. the food sucked, terrible. everything bad, esp the fondue.

here's a picture of the soups. and also zaneta having the chocolate all over her mouth after the horrible fondue. they only had 3 kinds of fruits there.

last but not least i hope my baby's happy today. ((: cause i love you very much. xD

2008-02-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

first of all, i want to thank all of my W45p classmates(:

i love all of you! wonderful time irritating each other playing all kinds of games and even the smoke breaks when we talk about everything under the sun. i'll miss all of YOU. BBQ and outings soon alright?! ((:

sorry about not being able to take photos with all of you. but we can do all of those during our BBQ xD

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TODAY!

walked all the way up to Dempsey Hill with baby just for this

met jun and yanping there den we went for ice cream at east coast road. nice! (:

look how baby is so happy with her ice cream, i couldn't take a picture of how the ice-cream looked like because baby was too eager to eat the ice-cream. haha. but we had honey stars mixed with chocolate ice-cream.steamboat after that, all of them were complaining about how fat they are, when they aren't! kill you! haha.

headed for VIVO last, and found the crowd too much for us to handle. so headed home early.

2008-01-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

today's finally friday! yay!

weekends are finally here.

anyways,

blogging just to wish baby

happy 16th love <3

i love you more and more each day

see just in time before it turns 12.

2008-01-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUKY BABY! ((: HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY TODAY! ((: CAUSE I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! xD carry on being the nonsense girl like you've always be. we should meet up one day and spend the time like how we used to. ((:

and not forgetting,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO SHREE, zan forgot but i didn't haha. (:

having computing UT, and i don't know anything at all. all i can say is that i be dead by tomorrow, okay maybe when the results of tomorrow's test is out. had work, and yi qian came to visit me today. (:
school tomorrow! )):

2008-01-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

it's been raining heavily today. wonderful, I LOVE THE RAIN!(:

today's lesson was a bore. all of us almost left half way, but i was the nice soul to tell people to stay. RIGHT? haha. having culture tomorrow, hopefully it will be more entertaining compared to the pass 2 days. plus tomorrow i'm working. )): but it doesn't matter anymore. because soon jun is going to join me! xD
met up with jun today after school. she's feeling better now, that's makes me a whole lot happier. keep smiling jun.

baby, had company dinner, that was the reason i saw ame today. it's been so long hasn't it? (: but she broke my heart by saying that she didn't miss me): haha. doesn't matter as long as i did. and right now, instead of talking to me, baby is soundly asleep. haha. but i still love you(:

okay, now off to bed! great night, love ya people out there. cause i'm a cheerful girl today.

2008-01-07T23:58:00.001+08:00

first day of school. wasn't that bad

but not that good either

had cheese tart even though i wanted the cheese cake but still, SWEET DUDE!

thanks yy xD

NICE BABY went to collect my specs with me today

but now i declare baby sucks big time, coz she's not answering me. BITCH SIA.

having science tomorrow, OMG.

i'm going to die of boredom.

listening to pumpkim going on and on

meeting jun tomorrow, but hope that you're feeling better

i'm so sorry i wasn't much of a help to you.

but i'll be the listening ear for you. (:

2008-01-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

this photo was taken by zaneta cher, she think that it is very cool to keep taking pictures what. hahaha.

look at gaya's face, she looks like she doesn't want to take picture with zaneta.

ps: the song 'bleeding love' is stuck in my head all thanks to gaya!

last saturday of the holidays and monday is back to school. ):
it's been raining the whole day spoiled everyone mood.
went towning with jun, gaya, faiz, santhi and baby. town is so boring! but in the end had a good laugh because i sort of went mental for a while there. and also in the afternoon we went to support faiz's performance at taka. faiz, shouldn't you be happy instead of laughing at me! )): haha.
and one more thing. i declare myself broke to the core. NO MORE SPENDING! YOU HEARD THAT ZANETA CHER? haha. but i still love you. ((:

2008-01-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
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met up with jun and khornee. had a nice talk with them while playing pool. seems like the longest time we haven't done that. (: went coffee club and had FFF (fresh fruit fondue) YUM! i know that shuwen is going to be irritated after reading this because i'm using short form! guess who i learnt it from? went cathy met up with faiz and santhi for awhile. followed them to B & J to eat ice-cream. but we didn't eat. only 2 fattys will eat FISH FOOD what. after that zaneta wanted to eat again. so jun, baby & me went to eat again. wah, really feel damm fat la. keep eating. whose fault! hahaha. (: but doesn't really matter. it proves that eating makes people GAY!(: i love you faiz, jun & santhi we should all do this more often. don't you think so((: better find the time.
thank you sweetheart for going out with me! i love you!

TODAY
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couldn't sleep the entire night. even how hard i tried. cause my sister couldn't stop snoring into my ear. and everytime i kicked her she kicked me back even harder. so annoying! had to go to work early this morning. )): life is so boring. and worst. school's starting soon again. even though we start later den everyone but i still have to say this. i really dread going back to school. )):
but we still have to work hard for the last month of sem2 right sweetheart? hand in hand heee heee.

2008-01-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! i'm one day late. but who cares. (:
wonderful, tml i'm going out with jun.(: makes me happy. so it's my job to cheer her up toooo.
bye...

2007-12-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

2 more days to CHRISTMAS! which makes me happy because we're all supposed to be happy during christmas! exchanging gifts time! even though there wouldn't be much exchanging just giving. but still. giving makes me happy.

tan suat ling is a super happy girl today. :D

good night everyone. sweet dreams!

2007-12-06T15:52:00.000+08:00

i'm a happy girl today! xD
coz i'm ending early today! grins
went for the stupidest talk ever
all of us got cheated, thought it was about gaming):
nonsense!
i smell candy! SWEET!
i know who did it.
shenal was damm funny.
yay!
sch over!
:D

HELLO!

2007-12-04T15:28:00.000+08:00

BORING!
i want to sleep
fucking science is killing me
i really have no idea what is it about.
hello sabrina! i blogged! look
haha.
there's nothing more to do online,
i'm starving which makes me unhappy.
yay! school is ending! FINALLY!
and Christmas is coming.
which means!
more holidays! HAHA!
tralala.(learnt that from elmo)
anyways, faiz!
if you just happen to read my blog.
PLEASE CALL ME QUICK! you know i love you.
oh, someone's getting murdered
the scream is making my ear bleed.
boohoo
where are you zaneta
why aren't you replying me!
i feel like dying now.
)):

2007-11-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

i see, pple are saying that my blog is dead
nope! not anymore!
its moving! look! HA!
yawns, i'm bored! ):
i hate the feeling having to stay at home having nothing to do! OMG!
baby, hope you're feeling better! stop slping and keep me accompany! i'm leaving soon! and you fall sick at this time.. WHHHYYYYY!

2007-10-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

thank you all for spending my birthday with me!
i so love you all! ((: and i love the gifts you guys had for me. ((: thank you so much, even though i am thinking of not using it. hahaha. can't bear to! hahaha
wonderful dinner we had today.
AME,MEL,NICOLE,SHU, ZONG HUI, GAYA, NURUL,KARMUN, SHUK & FAIZ.
to the people who remembered my birthday and wished me like stalker who called from aussie! (: thank you so much. because with people like you guys makes me a happier person. i love you people! and also thank you baby for trying so hard to surprise me. (: i love you and everything you did for me. xD

2007-09-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling really bored.
and watching stupid tv doesn't help entertain me. so i'm going to resort to talking myself. )):
HUNGRY! HUNGRY! HUNGRY! HUNGRY! )):
a hungry person makes an angry person.
super tan suat ling is talking to herself!!!
helloooooooo!
where's zaneta cher lay theng? i'm getting bored here!

all you need is love

that's why i need you.

i love you.

HAPPY FIRST SWEETHEART!

2007-09-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

firstly! and the most important!

i want to tell someone important something. ((:

HAPPY FIRST & one day BABY! xD

i'm sorry it's a day late. but because i was too tired.

and thank you for the box (: i love it, coz it's from you. hahaha. i love you darling more den anything in the world. even though the food for dinner was disgusting but it's okay. we'll have a nicer dinner the next year alright? (:

okay, changing subject. today was a rather bad day to start by getting fine for littering. like what the fuck! )): but it doesn't matter because my group made me laugh quite a lot today. and of coz my baby girl. before going for work, she ate dinner with me. ((:

i've been rather busy these days and i feel like i don't spend enough time with myself. work, eat, slp, go to sch. that's all i do. ):

2007-09-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

OMG, i didn't realised how long i havent blogged.
haha, been a busy week, and its going to carry on till school starts. which is in 1 week's time.
boring!
staying at home till its time to go out, is kiiling me. but its okay because i'll be working with mel! :P
class chalet tml. haha. xD
woohoo.
okay there's really nothing to blog. so i'm going back to playing my game.

hello sweetheart!

i'll miss w24J

2007-08-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

cupcakes makes us all happy! woohoooo. look at how the cupcakes we got! arent they cute? haha. we were all just waiting for this, that's why we came. haha. ((: but glad we all came. FUN!

hello baby, smile like you always do because it makes me happy. I LOVE YOU BABY! i hope you feel as glad as i am when i'm with you. coz you're my sunshine, my only sunshine. you make me happy when the skies are grey. you know how much i love you, so pls dont take my sunshine away.

HAPPY ELEVENTH BABY!

2007-08-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

even though it seems short, but baby, i really did enjoy my day with you.(:
i love you baby dearest, i love you with all my heart.
thank you for taking time off just to spend time with me.
i love every single thing you do for me, thank you so much.
your hugs and kisses make me feel so loved even though you suck when you PMS but you know i still love you. xD
sweetheart, you're the one i dreamt of having. thank you for being in my life. I LOVE YOU NEHXZX.

2007-08-12T23:07:00.001+08:00

i swear never to believe in miracles again.
everytime i pray for them it never happens.
i've seen so many pple that are close to me pass away.
and they aren't old you know.
))):

just wanting to see you and hold you in my arms, coz i miss you.

2007-08-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

hello! i'm goiing to blog just because zaneta cher has asked me to blog.
because right now she's singing to my ear. which is so irritating.
boring sch, boring life.
but today something interesting happen.
my aunt is in coma. just because she fell down.
god knows how she fell and hit her head until so serious.
she shaved her head and had the top part of her head cutted out. ( well, it seems like it.)
her head was bigger den normal.
o_0

hello dearest, i know you're reading this from class. why aren't you doing your work? hahah. xD
love you my sweetheart! (:

2007-08-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

baby! i love you like endlessly!
just blogging for you. xD

2007-07-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

we were in the middle of sobie's lesson and all of us went to the toilet.

HAHA. xD

tml have to wear formal. ))):

BABY DEAREST! I LOVE YOU. AND I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.

thank you for being the most wonderful person on earth just to make me smile. i love you for that. and thank you for saving me when rocky almost wanted to bite me. i'll never forget that ah!! you better keep saving me. and luckily i dint touch him like you ask me to. if not i think got blueblack liaozxzxzx lor. hahaha. baby, but whatever it is i still love you nehxZ. xD

2007-07-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

wonderful morning, the rain was pouring. and i love the sight of that.
the rain makes me so refreshed.
that's why i love the rain.

awww. it was so sweet of faiz to tell me that she loves me on her blog.
so i'll tell the world that I LOVE YOU TOO DARLING! xD

i'm so sorry baby ):

2007-07-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

i go crazy
when i look into your eyes i still go crazy
the old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
way deep down inside
baby, you know when i look into your eyes i go crazy.

thank you for the picture you did. i love it xD

2007-07-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

sch's boring.
had break with sop,yichun & dearest.
i think it was rather funny coz we were talking abt our old sch times.
hahah. okay, i've nothing to blog so i'm blogging rubbish. but it doesnt matter.
)):
and we were thinking whether we can gather ALL the sec 5 and have a reunion dinner or something. ((:
argh! there's really nothing to blog & bloody hell, we still have one more day of sch. )):

look at zaneta's typing! she's the one who is AH LIAN>.<
dearest, thank you for being my encouragment. i love you.

2007-07-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

i love chen xue ling (:
hello baby! you have been come so ah lian now!
HAHAAHHAH! you are like so engross in your own movement!
but still i love you.
see i am so nice to help you blog on your behalf
AND CAN YOU PLEASE TAKE OUT MY UGLY PIC ):
HAHAHAAHAH
love love <3

2007-07-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

first of all,
i want to wish my pretty ame a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY. xD
youre finally turning eighteen. i'm so happy because it means that we can all go and watch M18 movies together now. hahahaha. love ya ame!
so now, back to yesterday. we went backk to st margs for speech day.
shuwen told me that i owe her the photos she took using my phone.
so here they are.

look at how happy they are to be back in sch.
shuwen claims that she's so cute here, but like what the hell. xD haha, just kidding.

i'm so happy to see all of you guys!(:

look at rachel's face! and i'll never forget that after taking those photos, she drank all my drink and gave me back an empty cup! rachel ng you wait! hahah.

well, den today. it was only me and zaneta. ( you pple left me alone with this crazy girl again) look what she did to me! she turned me crazy together with her. >.<

we went to watch the NDP( but from the outside of coz)

we were trying to reach for that yellow sign, but she laughed at me coz i couldn't reach it ))):

AND NOW I PRESENT TO YOU!

THE WINNER FOR THE CIAO AH LIAN!

speech day in 2007

2007-07-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

went for speech day, it was great seeing many pple i havent seen for such a long time esp you faiz. ((:
meeting all of you guys just brings back the memories of sch life.
i'm so tired. but yet somehow i cant slp.
cigarettes will be the best thing i would like to have right now at this moment. ):

happy 10th baby

2007-07-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

IT'S THE 18TH ONCE AGAIN!
HAPPY HAPPY 10TH MONTH, I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY.
AND NOT FORGETTING THE TIMES I SPENT WITH YOU.(:
DEAREST! WE'VE MADE IT THRU SO FAR. AND I HOPE THERE'LL BE MORE TO THIS.(:
COZ MY LOVE FOR YOU IS JUST TOO MUCH FOR THE REST OF THE WORLD TO TAKE.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HERE IN MY HEART, I'LL DIG MY HEART OUT JUST FOR YOU
I LOVE YOU MY SWEETHEART ((:<333

i cant help but fall more in love with you. (X

2007-07-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

Will you stand by me

Hold on and never let me go

Will you stand by me

With you I know I belong

When the story gets told

I am blessed

To find what I need

In a world loosing hope

Your're my only believe

You make things right

Everytime after time

lately it seems

2007-07-14T09:39:00.000+08:00

good morning to everyone.(:
well, it a tiring morning even though i'm at home laying on the couch like an asshole.
lazy to go out.
actually there's really nothing to blog abt. coz fucking sch is so boring.)):
(she was suppose to have cramps)
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

bad day

2007-07-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

ahh..
fucking shit!
my fucking XP is having stupid problems. it restarts by itself and all my data are gone! meaning that i might have to use paper for UT tml! like what the fuck la. )):
and my ear is infected!)): AGAIN!
WHAT KIND OF DAY IS THIS!
i'm feeling so upset!)):

youre my fave pass time(:

2007-07-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

thanks for taking time off to come and meet me guys. ((:
anyways, JUN! it was great to see you after so long! ((: i missed you, and the old times. ((: we shall go out soon again alright?(;

dearest, it was great today. thank you so much for spending your time with me today. and going out with my friends.(: i love you so much.
so can you pls change your nick! haha.

come show some little love

2007-07-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm fucking tired.
i wonder why.
fuck sia, last night i had the worst nightmare of all.
if you guys know what i'm most afraid of you would know what i dreamt of.
sch is getting really boring, all we have is UT after UT. like what the fuck.
isn't there anything else to do in RP?
i so badly want to watch transformers.))):
if you guys watched the real trailer i think you would love it like how i do!
HAHA.
well sorry, once again. i dnt really feel myself.
like what faiz said.
" feeling so tired + irritated = not suaty panty"

i feel different abt myself.
what's happening to me? why am i feeling liddat? )):

2007-07-04T14:07:00.000+08:00

i am blogging on for chen xue ling !
she is being such a bitch as usual
because she is ignoring me for her stupid counter strike
and she is irritating me with her stupid ah lian emoticons
hello baby , i love you <3

baby's world is mine too

2007-07-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

well, there's nothing more to blog coz as you can see if you went to zaneta's blog that we went out instead of sch. ((:
anyways, the show was a fucking waste of money.. TOTALLY! everyone agreed to it. haha.
13 games of death. coz the games they played was NICE! if only there was a real life game liddat. ahahha. other den that. the show was stupid. hhahaha.

dearest, i love you no matter what. i'll give you anything if it's within my reach.((: so dont be angry if i cant do anything coz i want you to know that i love you more then anything i own. <3333

HELP ME PLSSSS!

2007-07-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

dearest is irritating me!! ))):
we're sitting here in macs
suat ling is being a bitch!
but i still love her and she is mine (:
HOHOHOHOHO!
-_-'''
omg i think suat ling has become an ah lian!
check out the face she is posting!
i wonder what has RP done to her ):
HAHAHA and she is going to support my expenditure (:
means i got moneyyy to spend on my shoppingggg (:
HAHAHAAHAH
>.< >_<

more stupid games

2007-06-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

hello there!
good evening to all of you! ((:
i'm in a rather good mood today. what abt you? (:
HAHA.
got to talk to stalker a moment ago. ((: it was great talking to you stalker! i missed you very much! i cant wait for you to come back so that we can all have dinner together.((: and thank you for the advise.((:
anyways,
elina koh! I'M BLOGGING FOR YOU. SO BE HAPPY!(:
haha. i'm being lame.
well, i think i'll be slping early tonight. on a friday night. no fucking life. but it doesnt matter. ((:
will be meeting jun on sunday. ((: so excited to see her. havent see her for ages.
tml, havent been decided. so yup. but i'll still remain happy where ever i go coz i'm with YOU! ((: I LOVE YOU, LIKE I SAID. ((:
OKAY, NOW LET ME TELL YOU. YOURE IRRITATING ME TO THE MAX! HAHA.
you look so retarded! hahah.

heh heh

2007-06-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

hello all!
i have a little game for the people out there reading my blog. HAHA. i know it might just be the few of you. but yeah. go and play this game. try and beat my high score!

Get the code at www.winterrowd.com

anyways, i promised nana to blog for her a special entry. coz i dint know she have been faithfully reading my blog. ((: did you have nice lunch with your mother today? ((:
we'll meet up soon coz i'll be at causeway trying out all the food there. haha. until 3 years later. haha. so just call me when you are at causeway alright? (:

to my darling faiz. when will you ever be free for me! )): plss make time for me coz i miss you very the much faiz! hahaha. ((:

last but not least, to much dearest whom i love endlessly. ((: dearest, i just want everyone know that even though you irritate the shit out of me every single day regardless on whether we are on the phone or face to face, i still love you very much! ((: and that you mean everything to me. you're always trying to make me smile when i'm in a grumpy mood or when my face is like super black just because i found anyone being irritating. i love it when you make me smile with your kisses and stupid lame jokes that aren't even funny. i love you sweetheart.

hello good day

2007-06-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

tiring day, and rather upsetting too. i dint get to finish up my stupid enterprise UT. what the fuck!

had enterprise module on the same day as UT, can you imagine yourself in my shoes. having to study enterprise for the entire day. )): so fucking boring. luckily i had jason and zhizhong in my group to entertain me! hahaha.
changed faci as well, its no more funny mr ng. this new faci doesn't even smile. boring la she.
suat: this faci doesn't smile
jas: suat! i know why! she must be wearing botox
we were actually in a class conversation. and after she said that. the whole class was laughing like shit.

anyways, faiz my darling. i did not forget abt you? how can i forget abt my darling? its just that we have all been rather busy with our own stuff that's all. ((: and i have something to tell you. so pls remind me to tell you when i do meet you alright? ((: dinner this friday right? I LOVE YOU FAIZ!((((:

well, my sweetheart did this photo half way when we were sitting downstairs her hse. coz my batt went dead on her she couldn't finish the final touches. but it's still perfect, coz it's done by you. ((: i love you dearest sweet!

i love everything you've done for me as much as i love you. ((:

zaneta cher lay theng

2007-06-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

dearest! youre always making me so glad.((:

hoped you had the greatest lunch and the most filling lunch!

hahaha. ((:

baby! i love you like no other.

happy belated birthday elina koh!

2007-06-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

NANA KOH!
SORRY!!))):
BUT JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU THE BIGGEST BELATED BIRTHDAY! BE HAPPY AND SMILE! 23 JUNE WILL ALWAYS BE THE SPECIAL DAY! COZ ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY! (((:

mr sunshine!

2007-06-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

suntanning and towning again. what boring life we have.
but with fun company. ((: nurul! i really missed you! ((: so glad to see you! hahah. ((:

the both of us got blackie black! right dearest? haha

hahaha.

i love the time i spent with you. ((:

every single moment, every single day

dearest, youre my sunshine! with you the sun shines so brightly!

I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY.

fucking UT again. bitch

2007-06-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

UT tml again. i'm getting bored of it. fuck it la.

slping time! goodnight all! (((:

baby, thanks for being there for me, i love you.

stuck here drinking bucks

2007-06-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

zaneta and i decided to be stupid and sit at starbucks. )): it'll so boring. )): i hereby declare that zaneta cher lay theng sucks coz she not bothering abt me! )): bitch!
feeling fucking slpy, like i havent slept in ages. haha.
anyways, YO pple! i'm back in singapore! did anyone miss me! HOHOHOHO

done with packing

2007-06-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

i'm done with packing. ((:
so here's more silly games. haha.
Play Clubby The Seal
goodbye pple! i'm leaving.
faiz, go and see this! haha. if you and i play CS it will be liddat. hahah.
Play Counter Strike De Dust

Play Counter Strike De Aztec

youre mine!

2007-06-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

went for BBQ at marina with santhi, faiz, shuk & dearest. ((:
faiz & had lots of chicken! HOHOHO. ((:

DEAREST!
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I LOVE YOU DEAREST, I'M GOING TO MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. COZ I'M ALREADY MISSING YOU NOW. )):
dearest, i'll do everything to make you smile!
baby dearest, thanks for making my day today when i had cramps. ((: huggies.

gamey!

2007-06-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

haha.
http://hk.promo.yahoo.com/movie/superman/Stop_Press_Game/
you can play this game i found.
its for bored pple like myself. hahaha. ((:
feeling so bored.
HAHA. i'm so sorry faiz darling! )): dont be angry anymore. you know i love you! ((:

Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt

2007-06-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

we strolled along town again.
poor tired legs. )): HAHA

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
My world has everything I need to survive

smile when you're ard.

2007-06-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

went shopping

wahh, somebody buy not alot what. hope you're happy today dear. ((:

lalala. my eyes are half closed & my legs are aching.

so goodnight.

LOVES!

2007-06-02T10:48:00.000+08:00

I'm missing you

Girl even though you're right here by my side

Cause lately it seems

The distance between us is growing too wide

this is espcially for you faiz.(:

2007-06-02T01:46:00.001+08:00

faiz darling,
once again. i want to thank you for being there to make me happy again.(:
you never fail to do that for everyone i guess. but i hope you'll know that you hold a very special place in my heart.(: I LOVE YOU FAIZ! haha.
and i made this espcially for you! HAHA. ((:
you may look like an alien here, but nonetheless i STILL love you.((:

my life is falling apart. ):

sun tanning after so long

2007-05-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

wonderful , sunny day.

so me and dearest decided to go tanning. (:

after tanning, we met ame, karmun and santhi at vivo.

went down to town to meet gaya.

had a hell load of laughter. after so long. (:

to faiz my darling, thanks for being there for me all the time. (: you know i do love you! and i promise that i'll also be there for you when you need me. cross my heart!

oh ya! abt your disfigured face. give me awhile, havent been touching photoshop these few days, something wrong with my photoshop. (: promise i'll do it for everyone to know how much i love you. ((: joking la. I LOVE YOU FAIZ!

hearing stuff makes me feel worst.

2007-05-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

i can't seem to put myself to slp. i'm feeling really weird. )):
this is making me upset. AND the weirdest part is that i don't know what's wrong with myself. i just don't really feel like talking like myself. aye, forget it.
today was the last UT for the time being. i want to go out, to somewhere quiet. ):

i love staring at the sky when it rain, it helps me feel better.

BANANA PHONE

2007-05-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

Prank provided by: PrankSpace.com

watch this and laugh. this song has been stucked in my head. haha. whose fault is it?! hahah. ring ring ring banana phone!
i'm feeling stupid.)):

i'll shower you with all my love

2007-05-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

hello people! it has been a long time! ((: and we finally met up. i'm so happy

faiz, shuk! ((: it was the best talking to the 2 of you. i really missed both of you! ((: shuk, dont made the stickers fade ah! if not i'll kill you! hahaha. i just remember that we talked so much that we forgot to take pictures. hahaha. ((: but nevermind, we can always take the next time we meet. LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU!!(((:

dearest! just want to tell you, thank you so much for staying up just to wake for my call.(: I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART! and you just melt me everytime you smile at me.

it hurts me just to see you like this

2007-05-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

DEAREST, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I'LL BE RIGHT BESIDE YOU. (: SO DON'T ACT THIS WAY ANYMORE. COZ I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT. ):

SO PLSSSS CHEER UP ALRIGHT.((:

DEAREST!

2007-05-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

AND THROUGH IT ALL SHE OFFERS ME PROTECTION

A LOT OF LOVE AND AFFECTION

WHETHER I'M RIGHT OR WRONG

AND DOWN THE WATERFALL

WHEREEVER IT MAY TAKE ME

I KNOW THAT LIFE WON'T BREAK ME

WHEN I COME TO CALL SHE WON'T FORSAKE ME

I'M LOVING ANGELS INSTEAD

WHEN I'M FEELING WEAK

AND MY PAIN WALKS DOWN A ONE WAY STREET

I LOOK ABOVEAND I KNOW I'LL ALWAYS BE BLESSED WITH LOVE

AND AS THE FEELING GROWS

SHE BREATHES FLESH TO MY BONES

AND WHEN LOVE IS DEAD I'M LOVING

ANGELS INSTEAD

okay, blogger is screwed. )):

but it doesn't matter coz i just wanted to tell someone that i love her very much.

and dearest, thank you ((: i love you with all my heart too!

i'll be here for you whenever you need someone there alright? so don't be upset about not having friends in school alright? huggies!

dearest! dearest! dearest! dearest! :DDDDD

YAWNS

2007-05-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

THERE'S NOTHING TO BLOG. SO CIAO EVERYONE! ):

the month of may, hard time

2007-05-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

pple are saying that my blog is better off closed down. so i decided to start blogging again. that is if i have something to blog la.
OMG! did i tell you that RP has a blogging IG! i couldnt stop laughing. hahahah. and the pple in RP are crazy! hahah. okay, maybe not all but my class pple are always so cheerful. and eating all the time! hahaha. (((:
btw! i was thinking of starting my own IG! HOHOHO. POOL IG! hahaha. are you guys interested to join me? hahaha. ((((:
well back to the point, today started off rather bad. had UT early this morning, and what kind of questions are they wanting us to answer! gees! hahaa. the only thing that made me so happy today was that i have cs in my com! hahaha.. FINALLY! hahaha. aft sch we had floorball trials, hmm quite fun. but damm tiring, i swear to god! check it out[ before i went for trials, knwing that we'll have to run lots i still eat like there's no tml] hahahah. and the most irritating part was..... the ball hit my face! or should i say my nose! ))))))))))))): the fucking coach wnted to act, but so much! BITCH! ))))))))))))):
lalala. alright, i'm going to play my cs now! finally!! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH

thanks for trying to telling me you care.(:

sorry dearest

2007-04-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

dearest! i'm so sorry!! plssssssssssss dnt be angry anymore okay? )))):

just for you nadiah

2007-04-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

its the one year anniversary, faiz and i were talking abt it this morning.

and we all miss her. )):

if we all remember, this was her face when she was alright. but during the funeral, it was different. i remember her being very happy, and joyful person. always making me smile even though she knew something was wrong. she cared abt all of us more than herself. sense of regret is still difting within me. )):
we'll have a min of slience for her right now.

thinking abt the past, i really miss the past. all the fun we used to have, with all the pple we used to be so close to. even though it was always only the few of us. but we always manage talk each other thru the rough times. i miss those times and those pple with us. )):

school's starting

2007-04-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

haha. have been doing quizzes. coz i'm super bored.)):this is one of it. haha.

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

argh! starting school tml. )): boring la. luckily my class pple are as talkative as i am. HOHO. haha. my fingers are itching to game. i want to get all the game i can and play till i go crazy, insane, mental. pause! those are all the same meaning. argh. i'm growing grass all over me. ))):

OH YA! TML I'LL BE ONLINE THE WHOLE DAY, SO CAN TALK THRU MSN! HAHA. BORING LA. WE CANT USE THE PHONE SO MSN IS THE PHONE. HAHA. ((((:

quizzes

2007-04-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

i did the quiz, and i think its cute. you guys should try it out too. haha.
anyways, today was the first day of orientation. but it seems like the first day of school. coz we had classes instead of games. haha.
i started of by passing 'THE BALL' haha. it was red. haha. but i made friends with the entire class already. haha. my class's banging. haha. (((: i think republic isnt that bad after all. haha. but there's one thing i dont want like abt r.p, that's the food. haha.
right now, someone is whining to me. coz she's feeling whiny. but i still love her. :D
did you hear that dearest! ((:

tired

2007-04-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

while waiting for the stupid computer to download all the shit, i'm here to blog.
feeling super drained. )):
although we dint do much, but i felt like we were walking the BIG walk. haha.
had the worst lunch at zaneta's hse. ate the prawn mee there. OMG! fucking horrible. dont ever eat there. not nice! haha. while downloading the drivers there.
headed for west mall to celebrate salma's birthday.
town was the last, bought my laptop case, but somehow i dont really like it. )):
DEAREST! I WANT THE $69 DOLLARS BAG! I BRING YOU GO AND SEE OKAY? den maybe you can change your mind! ((:
alright, done! we're off to school tml morning. ((:

family gathering (:

2007-04-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

went on a family outing today. ((((:
with bryan, kristian, nana, haminder and another girl. kind of forgot her name. haha.
watched SHOOTER. it was good! in fact it was great. ((:
its a movie worth the weekend rate. haha.
den while waiting for my darling zaneta to come to have dinner with us, we sat outside 7eleven and talked. haha. ( we waited for like donkey years before she came.)
that was when i got bullied like nobody's business. haha. bryan pulled my leg and i fell off the place where i was sitting. my bum hurted like nobody's business la. haha. but it was fun. haha. ((:
i also found out that i was supposed to work today when giraffe called me at 6 asking me where i was. haha.
went to little india to have dinner. but it totally sucked. haha. (luckily faiz you dint go) haha. haminder, zan and i took the train while the rest of them rode there. bryan dint bring extra helmet for me! ):
during dinner kristian made me mix all the different kind of curry with the rice. OMG! i was practically forcing it down my throat la. coz krist & nana said i couldnt go home if i dint finish my food.
BUT! in the end i also dint finish. haha. my case wasnt that bad when i look at zaneta cher. haha. she only ate like 3 gain of rice. tsktsk. waste food ah you!
it was a nice day until, the end of day. something just spoiled my mood. but i dont know what it was. sorry abt my mood pple. i dint mean to ignore you guys just not in the mood to talk to anyone right now.

dearest, thank you for coming back out just to have dinner with me. (((: i love you! and thank you being so nice to me today. ((:

bore-ness

2007-04-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

its so sad staying at home doing nothing. ):
i've been online the entire day. and i found loads of stupid videos. haha.
going out with krist and all tml. haha.
watch me grow fat while they stuff me with all the food they can find. haha.

i'm feeling down for no reason

2007-04-07T01:26:00.001+08:00

))))):

dying

2007-04-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

i'm so sick of working, but i have to go back to work tml again.))):
and right now, instead of enjoying the eve of good friday, i'm lying in bed, SICK!
having a fever with non-stop running nose not forgeting a spiltting headache.. i'm feeling so down and terrible.
i need cigarettes right now! )):

i need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
without holding me without holding me tight
i want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
and then wakes up thinking just of me
spent time on my own
spent time being free
now i just wanna be

overloved
over needed
over wanted
over missed when i'm away
overloved
over dreamed of
over cared about
over everything
i'd give anything to be overloved

i want someone who can't wait to kiss me again
even though it's been a minute since they last did
want someone who loves love songs
and dedicates them to meand two loving arms never out of reach
been fine all alonedid fine being free
this time i wanna bethis time i wanna be

overloved
over needed
over wanted
over missed when i'm awayoverloved
over dreamed of
over cared about
over everything
i'd give anything to be overlovedwant someone to talk to me with talk so sweet
want someone who's there to share their world with me
i've been too lonely for too many nights
this time i need someone here in my lifethis time i want someone holding me tight
been under kissed, under touched
now i just wanna be

overloved
over needed
over wanted
over missed when i'm away
overloved
over dreamed of
over cared about
over everything
i'd give anything to be overloved

i just wanna be
overloved
by someone who's over in love with me
overlovedover kissed over touched
oh i just wanna be overloved

loner

2007-03-31T14:56:00.000+08:00

its a wonderful saturday, but i'm stuck at home. dying of bordom. )): cant wait for school to start. HAHA. anyways, i better go quick cause i'm not using my own connection. haha. oops.

just so you know

2007-03-15T10:02:00.000+08:00

I just grew weaker as the days go by
I cried so much that there's no reason to wipe my eyes
Way down deep inside my mind
I still deny that I must say goodbye
To the one I thought would always be mine

Now I believe that what we give
Comes back to us in time
And I believe that
If you search for it long enough you'll find
What you always knew to be the truth
Is right before your eyes
And so if I, if I have to let you go

**Darling just as long as you know
Where ever you go?
If there's a road that leads you back my way
I'll be at the end of that road
Just so you know
I, I'm gonna be there

**There's just no easy way to prepare
For something like this
‘Cause you never know what you'll do until the moment exists
See I try to tell my heart to just behave
My lips wanna beg you to stay
But it'll be okay if I could just convince my arms
To let you go

I don't know how I'll ever get over this
‘Cause there's this chance
That you might find somebody else, whoo
I'm hoping the odds are all against it
But if you do and it's not what you want in your heart
If it's tearing you apart
You need to come on back here

Just a few years ago I was told
The best way to keep something precious
Set it free and love will span the distance
And if you ever find yourself at the lonesome road
You just turn around
I will be right there
I'll be waiting for you
My love will always be there

i'm so bored at home, there's nothing to do waiting for time to pass just to go to work. haha.
went shopping yesterday, but dint get to buy coz nothing caught my eye. mel and zan bought so many things. you should see. haha. plastic bags after plastic bags. shit ah. haha.
bordom can really kill huh. ))):

bored at home

2007-03-05T11:16:00.000+08:00

I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away

I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away

And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And Im wondering why Ive waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
Im waiting here...been waiting here

family's still the best

2007-03-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

OMG!
haha. i cant be any happier today.
i spent almost my entire day gaming. haha.
not on my own but together with my cousins. haha. (((:
we took up the entire gaming room. haha. ((:

2007-03-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

haha. until now. pple are still laughing at how i fell in giraffe. haha..
read this and you'll know. haha.
this was by dee dee.
Anyway, worked with Little Suat indoor upstairs. Had fun, really. Know what?! She slipped and fell when she was holding that 2 martini glasses with ice-cream scoups. So poorthing!! What's on her mind was to save that MARTINI GLASSES!! Hello Kiddo, are you mad?! Haha. And at that every moment when she got up, she was screaming, "OMG, I broke one martini glass!!" Man~ And in order to save the one pathetic glass, she bruised her arm and knee. Best of all, she saved 1 out of 2 martini glasses. Sincere enough! Haha. (Can you imagine, I'm still laughing when I typed this?)
haha.
think alot of pple already know abt this.((:
i was the joke of the week. haha.
anyways, there was a greater impact that made everyone laughed yesterday, haminder fell down the stairs right after he laughed at how vic and i was walking. haha. serve him right. he was saying that his right ass hurted like shit. ahha. ((:
anyways, i'm talking to krist on the phone right now and he's tell me that he's going to IKEA to get me a foldable ladder so that i can get on his stupid bike. )):

arhhh.. help me pls! i'm so bored! haha.

i wish i could make you smile.)))):
dont do that to me again. i hate it. ))):

its still chinese new year.((:

2007-02-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

haha. went to mel's hse today. ((:
lost money. but its was fun. haha.
okay. i admit, i'm fucking bored coz there isnt anyone to talk to online.
anyway, faiz. pls do call alicia soon if you see this. i think she has something to tell you. she seems pretty upset. so pls go and comfort her coz i'm like trying my best but i still cant make her smile.

2007-02-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

i want to play counter-strike & FEAR , okay let's just say. i want to play all the games i love. (((:
haha.
i want a fucking PSP. )):
haha. faiz, lets go gaming next week! ((((((((((((((((((:

i miss everyone ard me

2007-02-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

HAHAH.
just ended work, and look how tired i am. ))):
i total drained out, physically.
haha.
anways,
to you JUN TEO!
I MISS YOU MY BFF, HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR THE LONGEST TIME, I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ON SAT! HAHA. ((:
ALICIA!
I KNOW YOU MIGHT NOT BE SEEING THIS, BUT CAN YOU PLS REPLY MY MESSAGE WHEN YOU TRY ASKING FAIZ & ME OUT. HAHA..(((:
FAIZ!
I KNOW YOU CANT SEE THIS RIGHT NOW COZ YOUR COM IS NOT WITH YOU. BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE WITH ME ALL THIS WHILE. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.
okay, holy crap, i'm bored stiff.
WAIT!
not forgetting a lot of pple
SWEETS!
I DONT KNOW WHETHER YOURE READING THIS, BUT HAPPY RELIEFTEACHING. ITS GOING TO BE HARD. HAHA. COZ I'LL TEACH THEM ALL TO SMOKE. HAHAH.
SWEETHEART!
YOU SUCK! HAHAHA. (((: THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU SAID JUST NOW.

2007-02-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.
HAHAHA.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

i should have never started

2007-02-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

i got up super early this morning just to give my darling faiz a wake up call cause she was supposed to meet me at tampines at 10. but so much she's waking up. )):
called her so many times, but in the end she still went back to slp. faiz, you suck la. )): now i have to go down to tp all alone. )):
HAHA.
i'm so bored and shagged. and i still have work till closing. this sucks! )):
they changed the uniform to something that you can never imagine. it fucking ugly with slippers. the pants is until my ankle! HAHA.
alright, there's nothing to blog. so i'm going to go bath & get ready to go tp.

Four o’clock in the morning
My mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of you
How you left me without a warning
But looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it through

Now I say it so clearly
We have been together but living separate lives

So, I wanna tell you I’m sorry
Baby, I can’t find the words
But, if I could
Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh

No, I won’t let go
No why we can beI will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

You carried me like a river
How far we have come still surprises me

Now, I look in the mirror
Staring back is a man I used to be with you
How I longed for you
No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

Girl I’m sorry I was wrong
Couldn’t be there, should have been so strong
So, I’m sorry

Ohhhhhhh
No, I won’t let go
No why we can be
I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind

I will watch my life crashing down on me
As I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahhhh
Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind
On my mind

do you, i think abt it everyday

2007-02-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

i want to watch my prison break! ))): watched it half way and fell aslp on faiz shoulder yesterday. )): now i cant watch it till it comes out.
results are tml, but yet i dont feel myself being scare. maybe i might feel it tml.
was just think maybe a 42 might be it.
cant be bothered to think abt it.
heading off to work soon, the thought bores me.
supposed to get the pay today but somehow i doubt i'll get it before chinese new year.
"it never comes early, either on the day itself or much later" that's what my boss said.
my com's dying on me. which i hate. hopefully i'll get a new one soon.

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy

JUDITH,

I'M SO GOING TO MISS YOU! )): TELL ME WHEN YOURE COMING BACK ALRIGHT! I'M SO SORRY I CANT SEND YOU OFF TODAY. IT SUCKS THINKING ABT HAVING TO WORK WITHOUT HAVING YOU TO TALK AND CRAP WITH AT WORK! ))): I'LL MISS ALL THE TIME WHEN ALL OF US WOULD GO OUT AFTER WORK TO HAVE A DRINK AND ALL. AND I HOPE YOURE FEELING BETTER WITH EX. ((: CALL ME WHEN YOU RETURN TO SINGAPORE AGAIN ALRIGHT! WE'LL GO OUT WITH DEE AND FAYE.

with nothing to do; but everything to think

2007-01-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

i'm up early again. havent been able to slp well these few days.

and also in a foul mood.

had work till 11 yesterday, and was supposed to go drinking. but all of us were so tired so decided to go do it today. ((:

alright. there's really nothing to blog.

outside alicia's church, after her confirmation. i got whack after taking this photo with her. ):

alicia sucks! haha.

these are the pple that make my work interesting. they're the ones i talk to and crap abt anything under the sun. playing with stupid stuff like using the toothpick to build things. we are also capable of doing that. i love work coz of the pple, not coz of the things we are made to do there. ((((:

can't stop the tear from flowing

2007-01-29T11:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday..
went for alicia's confirmation. haha. did i tell you all she looks pretty? hahah. but you know what. she has a name both faiz & i can never say. hahha.
arhh. i'm so bored. going to work later again. see the same pple & do the same thing again. or maybe, i'll have the same food again. its just chicken cooked in different ways. hahaha. but whatever it is. we were asked never to complain abt staff meals. ((((:
okay, today i'll be all alone again. coz krist & the rest arent working today. just hope mas is there. hahaha. ((((:
i'm so bloody tired. dint manage to slp the entire night coz i wasnt feeling well. kept waking up between every 1 hr.
think i might just go back to slp if there isnt anything for me to do.

Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how it's been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you

We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that

And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you

Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine
'Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messin' with my mind
(Because I know)

i miss going out!

am so bored of working! ))):

shocked was the word

2007-01-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAA.
how can you ever be happier when your friends come and visit you while youre working.. hahaha..
thank you faiz and elaine soh! hahaha.. it was really a surpirse.((:
i was assigned as the drinks runner.. den nana came down and told me someone was looking for me upstairs. hahaha. so i went up thinking it was sharon who was looking for me.
haha.. i walked passed their table and looked at them.. hahah.. boy, i was shocked.. hahaha.. but i was really nice of them to buy sushi for me! hahaha.. knowing that i would always be hungry after work.. hahaha.
yup, faiz dint i tell you that i had a gang going on there.. hahaha. the beggers' gang is my gang.. haha.. we steal food from everywhere. haha. but now cannot la.
btw did i tell the both of you i can get fired if they found out i was giving you guys so many free stuff not! hur hur.. so be glad ah. hahah..
now, i'm supposed to be out to meet krist they all. but i have this feeling faiz might be late. hahaha.. to lazy to move.
lalala..